Went home to bed, making it to the top of the stairs before crashing on the floor.
The next night I was invited to see the butterfly dance once again, and once again felt like I had entered the world that exists between this one and Heaven......it's here on earth, but so rarely do we allow ourselves to freely develop our beauty that we can only imagine it existing in some far away place at hopefully a far away time.....which we prefer to call Heaven.
"The how isn't as important as the why. Passion beyond belief becomes belief. Belief is the driving force behind dream creation (going to India).
Our bodies are absolutely beautiful.....not the media-promoted bodies, but the body expressing itself freely and beautifully.
Mia moglie prossimo sarà indiano (Italian for 'My next wife is going to be Indian) - (Again, written while watching the belly dancers).
Burning Passion - for life....for laughter....for love....for living each moment I exist."
Rupesh was singing and instead of spending money on food, I bought his CD to spend on uplifting my soul.
As the butterfly's mom took a photo of her and I on my motorcycle (the Panther & the Butterfly), she said I would be one of those teachers her daughter would remember forever, just as the former student's grandmother from Friday night had said.
I drove away knowing that I wanted these children to remember me as someone who believed in them and thought they were worth giving extra too.....causing them to believe in themselves as adults and continue giving to themselves.........and that I wouldn't be that one teacher who did this.....but one of many!!!!!!
I know this dream HAS to happen, and it's going to take so much spirit that even though I woke up this morning not wanting to move, I went to a Hindu temple service and was absolutely blown away by how much it paralleled the science behind Quantum Physics. It was over much too fast and I can't wait to take my kids next week when they're with me, watching at least one of them play the tambourine their first time there just as I had done today.
Went to look for a bongo/lap drum with my new friend Nana, whom I watched in amazement during the ceremony, prompting me to ask him if he would teach me how to play.
Then I visited a Taoist temple on my way home and am excited to take my children there for a Chinese dinner this week.
I am called a "free spirit". Does this mean the alternative is to be a "trapped spirit"?
But all of this couldn't compare to the simple words from my Grandma before we hung up
(picture taken from one of my favorite meditation spots)
I take her love for me and send it back out into the world
Goodnight world. I love you. Tomorrow we'll wake up and live as the big, giant and free spirits we really are
Behind every god is love,and with love behind you, there is no where to grow but up to the heavens
Tomorrow will be a heavenly day.